Sunday-11 July 2004

Hey!! K... Sori for not writing ah... 2 months!! Haha... K aniwae... Alot of things happen ah... Like during June holidays... GOT TKNP ANNUAL CAMP!!! I am soooo happpy!!! Still can't forget the nightwalk in the school... It's so scary ah... Me and Siew Chi went together... I think I owe Siew Chi an apology... We went around the school at night... The ma'ams all were like acting scarily... Aah!! I am soooo freaked out okae.... Then the next day [[overnight at schol]] got dragonboat activity... Fun ah... Yyups... Then that's all lah... Yesterday got this NpCC PoP thing ah... Then need to go school... March first wearing our NpCC uniform... We did our items first... Sec 1's, then Sec 2's then Sec 3's... We did this Np Idol ah... Don't remind me... Then Sec 2's danced to the song Objection [[Shakira]] Then Sec 3's did dikir barat... All of them were GoOd!! Yyups... Then we headed to 1e7... The Sec 3's decorated the classroom wif blue coloured stffs... [[Balloons and paper]] Ya... Then sing songs... All the sad sad songs... Alot cried... I'm restraining myself from crying... Although I did cry a bit ah... Like tears want to come out but then, I rubbed my eyes ah... Alamak... If I cry like so malu... But still... I'll miss the Sec 4's... Especially the Sec 1's ic's... They really were VERY patient with us... I'm so scared of our new ic's... AHH!!! Aniwaes... Hajjar if you are reading this... U're sooo gonna pay of what you've done!!! Nolah just kidding... Klah... That's all... Till then... Bye!!!

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 1.15pm

Tuesday-26 May 2004

Yyups... Saw some people just now in school... Ya... Hey _ _ _ _ _ t _ _ a... Thankx... Couldn.t have done anything without you... Helping me... But I just can't stop feeling that people may be thinking that I am stealing you away from others... If you get wat I meant... Ya... Deleted the last blog... Hmm..... I am soooo hyper todae... Haha... Alot of my frens told me... Yyups... My fren is very pmssy todae... Keep scolding me and telling to be more demure iIn the bus... Sheesh... K lah... But I can't one lah... Ya... I still feel very angry at this certain someone... [[Haven't punched the pillows yet, Sam... Haha]] Kk... I am not laughing at you... But it's cute... The methods I mean... Whee... Ya... Okae... Back to the topic... I felt very pissed at this CERTAIN someone... Ya... I don't noe wat happened... But then she suddenly shouted at me... Asking wat is the time... SHOUTING... And I was rite beside her... She kept shouting like how many times... Man... I was soooo MAD at her... I was like... F*ck off man... Sheesh... And 'coincidently' there was _ _ ' _a _ s lah... She is either trying to attract attention or attract attention... Wat the hell is she doing??? I was like rite beside her... Ugh!!! Okae...[[Punching the pillows now...]] Haha... You are soooo funny Sam... Cute lah... Yyups... That's all lah...

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 8.45 pm

Wednesday-19 May 2004

I feel sooooo irritated, man... My brother is acting like he is a know-it-all... What the *toot* is he thinking, man???? Doesn't mean he finished his exams that he can then go all round me and shout at me to do hw and all the housework... Argh!!! I'm so mad... Todae school is fine... Very the fine... Kk... Ya... It's fine... No music so I cannot chit-chat wif Xin Yi and Chun Ling... They are funny... Kk... Ya... I'm starting to cool down now... [[Deep breath]] Ya... Cool down... Don get mad at people easily... Always SMILE!!!! Haha... Ya... It's true wat... Smile... Trying very hard to become an optimistic person... Whee... Happi daes are here to stay... Haha... [[That's lame...]] Ya... I ever thought about doin' that, _ _ _ _ n _ _ a... I ever... By digging my nails into my skin till there's mark... Recently... When my grandfather passed away... I did no turn up because of scince test... My relatives just ignored me like I'm just a speck of dust... When I had problems wif my frens in y new school... I just hate them!!!! When I had problems at home... My mother kept blaming me for no reason... My father keep taking sides at my brother... Ya... But when you were there... Smilin... It makes me fell better... Much better... Thankx for all the help...

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 6.48pm

Monday-17 May 2004

HeLLo... Kk... Saw ma'am _ a_ _ _ d _ just now... Happi dae... Made someone happi todae... Ya... But inside... Deep down in my heart... Very deeeeep.... There is something bothering me... I only tell those who can keep secrets pretty well and hose who understands alot about me... That will not spread to others and will think that it is not that childish or she had more problems than me... But I'll just say that... Well... Some people gets on my nerves alot and I wondered if I am such a disturbance to you people... [[Don't think it is you...]] And thankx _ _ _ _ _ _ _ a... But I want a full answer... A full FULL answer... Don care how mean is that answer or how criticizing it is... Just be honest to me for once... Don need to give me the dirty stares... Just stop staring... Don stare... Thankx _ _ _ _ n _ _ a... For all that lectures and all... It helps alot to me... Although I cried alot about some stuffs at night... Ya... I wish I'm that logical, like you... Thankx kae??? Ya... I don noe where I'm getting but... Well... I just wish that I will NEVER face my relatives or some of my frens... I just want to run awae... Away from anything... Anything that is disturbin' me... You may never noe... But still... When you talk about something bad about me... Think what you have done to me first then you can talk anything bad about me... Just think about it... Remember... Once... You called me a _ _ r d?? Remember?? Think before you act, man..

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 9.16am

Wednesday-12 May 2004

Maybe my bother is rite... I'm hating almost everybody I know... [[Just don think it is you]] Ya... But it's like... He doesn't know what is in TKGS... Ya... So this a girls' school like... Hmmm.... It's just not my style... Argh!!! The pupil's... Okae... Dun complain... No... Maybe I shouldn't suddenly jump to conclusion and think that I can just trust that person... Who says that everything can be okae AGAIN??? [[You don't need to buy me anything for my b'dae... Or invite me to anywhere...]] Life is like that... I have to just accept it... [[Drown my sorrows]] My parents just think that girls' school is soooo good... Like... Wat's the point of goin to a school which you hate??? NO point at all... And you think you are the one that have THE problems... All you write is stuffs about the bad things that happen... TO YOU... What are you thinking man??? Ya... You are all perfect rite??? Seriously... You have NO attitude problems izit... Ya... I UNDERSTAND... WoW... [[Stop thinking it's you]] I dun realli like to be open nowadays... Because of some incident that happen to me a few months ago... Now I dun realli trust people anymore... [[I don't noe you...]] I wish I could just rewind my whole life again... [[Should know about my classmates first...]] You never asked my opinion... Now I feel how they felt... Ya... Oh ya.... Thankx _ _ _ _ _ a!!! [[If you are reading this lah...]] I regret EVERYTHING I did or... Ya... Wif you in the same school as me... My life... Will be... Upside down, man... I noe wat to do!!! Eat an apple!!! Ya... [[An apple a day keep the friends' awae...]] Haha... But I dun hav apple... So sad... I want to hide from everybody, man.... Everytime I turn... I receive a dirty stare... What did I do wrong??? You just change stories and tell people bad stuffs about me... So that they SUPPORT you... FREAKIN' LIAR, man... And if you people want to believe her then go ahead... Just go ahead... What kind of a person are you???

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 4.29pm

Tuesday-11 May 2004

Got presents from my cuz... And Sabrina and Marlene and Beau... Haha... Kk... Thankx Yana and Zura!!!! Wheee.... Ya... Nothing realli happens todae lah... Oh ya... People... Sori ah I ask you alll about the presents... Just ignore it when I say that... Cause'... Ya... I just want to irritate people... Ya... And Khai... If you are reading this then... [Nothing to say] I won't spent times with you anymore!!! You don like 1e1 rite??? Rite??? K lah k lah... Main-main je... Haha... Ya... Happi dae... No lah... I don realli bother about those things lah... I mean... Ya ... Sometimes... And it's not about you _ _ _ _ _ _ e... No... You will always be my fren... Kk?? I'll cherish the times we had during the past... Lalala.... Ya... True wat... Hehe.... Ya... [[You look very pretty in the neo print...]] Haha... Ya... Still in search for it... When can I be happi??? Oh ya... When you are 'kicked out' or watever... From something... Just don go to me and ask for my support... It won't do any good... Seriously... I mean later you people patch up again... AND AGAIN... AND AGAIN... What shit are you doin, man???? Just stop calling her a fake!!! You noe... In my opinion... You're just another hypocrite that I regretted knowing... Ish ish ish... Sad thing... Ish ish ish... Kk... [[You must show love to yourself then to your family then to your frens... Seriously...] Haha... Ya... Not lecturing you noe... Haha... True wat... [[I'm still in search for ur b'dae present...]] Ya... I'm searching... Whee... You keep wishing your problems are all gone and I keep complaining alot... But guess wat??? You are too... You just don't noe... Seriously... You're one person I regret knowing... When can I be happi??? I like my brother loads... Haha... Where did that come from??? I'm lucki to noe him... [[Jangan kembang tau k...]]

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 7.10pm

Monday-10 May 2004

Hi!!! Kk... Yesterdae my b'dae.... Wheee!!!!!!!! Happi dae... Kk... Nothing much really happens lah... I mean, celebrate my b'dae and mother's dae together-gether... Ya... Okae... Aniwaes... Ummm..... [What to write ah??] Ya... You noe... MY MA'AM IS SOOO PRETTY!!!!!!! Kk... Relax... Ya... You didn't told me anything did you?? Seirous... You didn't... Why ah??? Hmmm... Let me think... I'm not stupid lah... You're memory cannot be THAT bad... Then how can you memorise all the notes for the subjects??? You cannot forget one rite??? Hello??? If you don want to invite... Then just don't!!! Don need to rub it in rite??? Urgh!!! You're just making people feeling worser!!! Just stop all the hypocrites shit!!! Just STOP it!!! Please... I hate people like this... [Does not come straight from the heart one... Haha] Kk... Ya... See??? Just forget about it... I don't care... [[Being optimistic here...]] _ _ _ _ _ _ k _ you are rite... What you said just now... Shouldn't fall for her trap anymore... Oh ya... You people can say watever you want about me lah... In front of me... Behind me... I don care about this shit anymore... Action lah... Act cute lah... Just say it... I don realli care... My head is filled with other stuffs than that, man... Just say it... [[Mengumpat adalah berdosa aniwae...]] Haha.... Kk... Ya... Why must it be me, man??? Why??? Maybe I'm being an egoistic person without realizing it... Ya... Thankx again _ _ _ n _ _... And _ _ _ k _... You guys make my dae man... Luv you people!!! Kk... Don go overboard... Haha... Ya, that's about it... Yup... Wheee... HAPPI B'DAE MARLENE...

-Bahiah [Nuwulx] @ 3.55pm

Saturday-8 May 2004

Tomorrow is my b'dae!!!!! Weee!! I am so happi... Kk... Eh... The blog veri nice rite?? My bro make one... Special thankx to my bro... Kk... Aniwaes... I got things work out already in school... I am trying to be a VERY optimistic person... Haha... Ya... It's true... [[Sori you guys]] I finally got over the 'person' [no mentioning names] I found out she is a kind of... Useless lah friending her... Kk... All thankx to some people... My life in TKGS is realli getting better... I found who are realli my frens... Ya... Correct... Kk... I failed my history!!!! Haha... Aniwae... [I'm getting crazier] Oh ya... Thankx Zan... I owe alot of people thankx lah... So long time never write... "OMG sis what telah happen to your blog??" Lame ah my bro... Kk... NpCC is okae lah... Got the hang of it already... My favourite ma'am is sooooo nice... [of courselah] Kk... Her name ah?? _ a _ _ _ _ _ Haha... Oh ya thankx Samantha Lim!!! I'm getting the hang of being... in TKGS... I miss you guys [ex-Yuminians] YOU GO GIRLS!!! I wish I were with you at Dunman, Atiqah... Or Pasir Ris isn't that bad... Kk... I think I am getting the hang chatting wif my brother... Ya... I mean if you don disturb him [which I normally do] he is nice to you... [Friendly brother] Kk... One last thing to add... Just stop backstabbing about people, can and stop changing wat I say or didn't say so that people will support you and say that this person is blah blah blah, can?? And about being sooo hypocritical!!! Why are you like this??? STOP SHOWING OFF!!! URGH!!! [[I'm trying my best to understand here]] Oh ya... Thankx _ _ _ _ _ e... If it weren't for you telling me, I wouldn't understand wat they are facing... Thankx ah... [[Oh ya... I will keep it a secret... Dun worri... Besides you surely hav forgotten about it since you are getting close to her again... ]] Kk... Our NpCC ma'am... Sec 4... 4/9... I just hate her... So egoistic... Why you people like her so much??? Hmmm.... Okae lah... That's about it... [[Have you guys ever heard about every person is not perfect and ALWAYS do mistakes?? Think about it, man... Like you are soooooo perfect... Oh ya... Maybe huh?? Shut it!!!]]

-Bahiah [NuWuLx] @ 7.31pm